a messssss

lexi's party
- still need chairs
- still need to get food
- still need candles
- still need to decorate
- still need to get a set for hifi [ i might have to back down ]

s.i.o
- block 2 more pieces
- finalize mix
- make & finish ALL transitions
- buy pants, shoes & shirt

school
- study for accounting quiz
- study for small business management lecture test
- read 2 chapters for accounting
- read for business 101
- work on 3rd test for mgt103
- contact guest speakers

full out
- choreography for full out opener
- figure out ride situations
- rent cars
- figure out accommodations

** where am i going to find the time for all of this? i don't even know if i'll have enough money. they say don't build the bridge until you get to the river & sometimes the river might turn out to be a creek or the damn Mississippi. at this point, i can't tell what my river is but by the looks of things it might be the nile. okay, maybe thats far fetched but i feel like a complete & total mess. i've tried to get my life together but its hard for me to full get focused. there's a lot on my plate & i don't think that my belly is big enough.

something has definitely got to give. i'm really thinking about reducing my hours at work lets hope i get through. please lord help through this month & especially the next week. i have complete & total faith that you well help cross this river. pray for me. -_-